[Eric shifts his shoulders, making himself comfortable on the couch. It feels good, and the familiar sight and smells of the apartment, as well as Alan's presence, makes him relax.]
I'll tell you what, let's take turn. [He chuckles.]
[He sighed softly at Eric and shook his head reaching to ruffle his hair lovingly.]
Take turns? Actually, I thought that was what we were doing? This is pay back from the universe for all those times you've had to take care of me. I get to fuss over you now.
[And he's glad for that chuckle and for being able to bring Eric home - finally. He'll help Eric get comfortable, get him out of his shoes at the very least.]
[He had to admit tea did sound really good. Tea with some toast with a bit of honey or maybe hot chocolate rather than tea. But first he'll go get a blanket or Eric, bringing in the books from beside the bed as well. After a minute or two he's back and covering Eric gently with the blanket.]
Here now. Just stay here nice and warm. I'll bring you tea and toast in few minutes.
[And then he's gone into the kitchen to hunt down the bread and everything else he needs.]
[It's a bit later but Alan comes from the kitchen with two mugs a plate carefully balanced on one of the mugs. He moves to settle down next to Eric holding out the mug of green tea.]
Think nothing of it, you do things like this for me all the time. A blanket and snack is hardly the same thing as making you carry books and sometimes me around. I put a bit of honey on the toast
Shouldn't I know you? We've been together for years, Eric. It's only natural that I learn things about you and I'm the quiet kind that watches so it was really easy to pick up little details.
[He settled back sipping at his hot chocolate. His eyes closed and he sighed in bliss.]
I'm just glad to get you back home. A couple days back home and everything will be back to normal, I'm sure of it.
I'm glad you're home too. It was weird leave the apartment and all of that.
[He gestures a hand in an all encompassing motion the time away from what had become home, away from Eric. Not being able to talk to him and worrying about where the other was and if he was safe. He blushed glancing down into his drink.]
Don't thank me for just doing what comes naturally.
[There is a lot he wants to say... a lot. The thought that Alan nearly had an attack frightens him, but the fact that it was nearly and not completely is good. He sets the tea aside and puts his hand on Alan's cheek.
Eric knows he's not in danger. He knows Alan still could be. IT's different. But, pointing that out seems on the verge of cruel.]
Alan just.. don't forget to take care of yourself too, all right?
[He knows what Eric's holding back. It's not so hard to know given what they were talking about. He turned at that setting everything aside. He leaned into the touch and scooted closer.]
I do take care of myself. I just was worried and scared. I can't control that. I can't control what might happen and what makes me feel enough to to trigger an attack.
You did what you thought was best. I can't be mad at you for that. You always seem to do everything with my best interest in mind.
[He closes his eyes and moves sliding himself easily onto Eric's lap, his left hand coming up to touch his cheek, his right arm wrapping around his neck.]
Just next time tell me and let me be there or text me on the network if you're afraid you'll infect me, okay?
[It's all Eric can do to nod, feeling overcome by holding Alan so close after all this. He wraps both arms around the smaller man's waist and holds him tight against him. After a brief, forced laugh, he manages to make a joke.]
At least you'll know where to find me next time. Just peel me off the bathroom floor.
[It warm and he's comfortable settled right here. That was another thing he hated about the hospital was he couldn't do this, couldn't get closer than sitting at his bedside. Was it this bad for Eric when he was sick? Had this been just a glimpse of what it was like?]
I don't think I like it when you get sick but I'll peel you of any floor so I can bring you home to take care of you.
We should. Do you want to move to the bed? I'm sure we can prop you on enough pillows for you to be comfortable.
[He has no intentions of moving just yet and even if they do move to the bed he'll still be pressed as closing to Eric as he can be. After all of this it's the only way he'll feel better, feel right again is to be close to Eric.]
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Date: 2012-06-26 05:04 pm (UTC)[He laughs and gives his head a little shake.]
I'm supposed to baby you not the other way around.
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Date: 2012-06-26 11:15 pm (UTC)I'll tell you what, let's take turn. [He chuckles.]
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Date: 2012-06-29 10:54 pm (UTC)Take turns? Actually, I thought that was what we were doing? This is pay back from the universe for all those times you've had to take care of me. I get to fuss over you now.
[And he's glad for that chuckle and for being able to bring Eric home - finally. He'll help Eric get comfortable, get him out of his shoes at the very least.]
Did you need anything? A drink or a blanket?
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Date: 2012-06-29 11:11 pm (UTC)Anything specific? Do you want something to eat too? Maybe crackers or some soup?
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Date: 2012-06-29 11:13 pm (UTC)[The kiss brings a smile to his face.]
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Date: 2012-06-29 11:52 pm (UTC)[He had to admit tea did sound really good. Tea with some toast with a bit of honey or maybe hot chocolate rather than tea. But first he'll go get a blanket or Eric, bringing in the books from beside the bed as well. After a minute or two he's back and covering Eric gently with the blanket.]
Here now. Just stay here nice and warm. I'll bring you tea and toast in few minutes.
[And then he's gone into the kitchen to hunt down the bread and everything else he needs.]
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Date: 2012-06-30 12:12 am (UTC)[If he had died and gone to heaven, he couldn't be happier.
He lays back, shifting and making himself comfortable.]
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Date: 2012-06-30 01:34 am (UTC)Think nothing of it, you do things like this for me all the time. A blanket and snack is hardly the same thing as making you carry books and sometimes me around. I put a bit of honey on the toast
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Date: 2012-06-30 01:55 am (UTC)There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you.
[He tries to force the memory of what he has done for Alan comes back, but he forces it down.]
How did you know I wanted honey? []
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Date: 2012-06-30 03:23 am (UTC)[He grins and balances the plate carefully on his thigh handing Eric a slice.]
You always want sweet things and it's comfort food. I thought you could use a bit of that after being in the hospital and being sick.
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Date: 2012-06-30 03:41 am (UTC)But Eric keeps his thoughts to himself and accepts the tea and toast. He can't help but smile as he caresses Alan's hand as he does.]
It's nice that you know me. I like that. How are you feeling?
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Date: 2012-06-30 04:21 am (UTC)[He settled back sipping at his hot chocolate. His eyes closed and he sighed in bliss.]
I'm just glad to get you back home. A couple days back home and everything will be back to normal, I'm sure of it.
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Date: 2012-06-30 04:25 am (UTC)I'm glad to be home. [He takes a bit of toast then a drink of tea. He smiles. It's good.] And I'm glad you're here. Thank you. For everything.
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Date: 2012-06-30 04:36 am (UTC)[He gestures a hand in an all encompassing motion the time away from what had become home, away from Eric. Not being able to talk to him and worrying about where the other was and if he was safe. He blushed glancing down into his drink.]
Don't thank me for just doing what comes naturally.
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Date: 2012-06-30 04:37 am (UTC)[By problems he means attacks, but he won't say it.]
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Date: 2012-06-30 04:58 am (UTC)[He had been close when he'd gotten the note - again the Jubilee called as well as a handful of times along the way.]
Don't worry so much. Please, Eric, you getting better is more important than fussing about my problems.
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Date: 2012-06-30 05:05 am (UTC)[There is a lot he wants to say... a lot. The thought that Alan nearly had an attack frightens him, but the fact that it was nearly and not completely is good. He sets the tea aside and puts his hand on Alan's cheek.
Eric knows he's not in danger. He knows Alan still could be. IT's different. But, pointing that out seems on the verge of cruel.]
Alan just.. don't forget to take care of yourself too, all right?
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Date: 2012-06-30 05:56 am (UTC)[He knows what Eric's holding back. It's not so hard to know given what they were talking about. He turned at that setting everything aside. He leaned into the touch and scooted closer.]
I do take care of myself. I just was worried and scared. I can't control that. I can't control what might happen and what makes me feel enough to to trigger an attack.
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Date: 2012-06-30 05:59 am (UTC)[He sighs, wrapping both his arms around Alan, holding him close.]
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Date: 2012-06-30 06:16 am (UTC)[He closes his eyes and moves sliding himself easily onto Eric's lap, his left hand coming up to touch his cheek, his right arm wrapping around his neck.]
Just next time tell me and let me be there or text me on the network if you're afraid you'll infect me, okay?
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Date: 2012-06-30 06:22 am (UTC)At least you'll know where to find me next time. Just peel me off the bathroom floor.
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Date: 2012-06-30 07:09 am (UTC)I don't think I like it when you get sick but I'll peel you of any floor so I can bring you home to take care of you.
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Date: 2012-06-30 07:15 am (UTC)[Actually, Eric's feeling exhausted still, but he wouldn't say it directly. He doesn't let go of Alan, though.]
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Date: 2012-06-30 07:52 am (UTC)[He has no intentions of moving just yet and even if they do move to the bed he'll still be pressed as closing to Eric as he can be. After all of this it's the only way he'll feel better, feel right again is to be close to Eric.]
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